SHATTERED - Genesis and the Birth of Shame (The Broken Mirror 2 of 7)
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Why do you feel shame? I don't mean guilt. Guilt is about what you've done. I'm talking about shame. That voice that says you aren't enough. That deep low-grade fear that if people really saw you, if they saw the cracks, the intrusive thoughts, the history you can't erase, they'd run. Why do we hide?
If we're made in the image of God, why is our instinct to cover up? Well, to answer that, we have to go back to the beginning. We have to go back to a whisper in the garden. But before I get into that, let me say that this sermon is the second of a seven-part series based on my book, The Broken Mirror: Rediscovering Our True Nature in Christ. If you haven't listened to the first sermon yet, I suggest you go and listen to that one first. I go into a lot more detail in the book, so if you like what you hear, click the link in the video description to pick up a copy in paperback, hardback, Kindle, or audio format.
Now imagine the atmosphere before the fall. The air was thick with the scent of blooming things. There was no fear, no hiding, no shame. The man and the woman, Adam and Eve, walked in cool, easy rhythm with the creator. They were naked and they felt absolutely no need to cover up. Why would they? They were mirrors.
They were perfectly positioned, catching the blazing love of God and reflecting it back to him. They were shining. But then a shadow slithered into the light. The serpent didn't come with a weapon. He came with a question. And notice his strategy. He didn't attack the woman's strength.
He attacked her source. Has God really said? He hissed. Then he dropped the lie that would shatter the world. He said, "You won't surely die, for God knows that in the day you eat it, your eyes will be opened and you will be like God, knowing good and evil." Pause right there. You will be like God.
Think about the tragedy of that sentence. They were already like God. They were made in his image. They were his very likeness. They were mirrors designed to reflect his nature. But the enemy convinced them that reflection wasn't enough. He sold them the idea that they shouldn't just reflect the light, they should be the light.
He offered them autonomy. He offered them the chance to be the sun. And we've been burning ourselves ever since. So she took the fruit. She ate. And in that split second, something shattered. The Bible describes the aftermath with terrifying simplicity.
The eyes of both of them were opened, and they knew that they were naked. They sewed fig leaves together and made themselves aprons. For the first time in history, a human being felt the cold sinking weight of shame. They heard the sound of Yahweh walking in the garden and instead of running toward him, they ran behind a bush. I heard your voice in the garden, the man said, and I was afraid because I was naked and I hid myself. That is the moment the mirror shattered and we've been hiding ever since. I remember a season in my life when I knew all the right theology, or I thought I did.
I was leading in the church, but I was terrified. I felt like if anyone saw what was really going on inside me, the doubts, the exhaustion, the anger, they'd walk away. I wasn't just hiding from people. I was hiding from God. I was teaching, serving, and smiling all while sewing fig leaves. We tried to hide behind our success. We try to hide behind our competence.
We try to hide behind our religion. But fig leaves dry up. they crumble and the shame comes back. Why is it like this? Because a mirror only works when it's facing the light. As long as Adam and Eve were facing God, dependent on him, they shown. The moment they decided to be autonomous, the moment they tried to be the sun, they turned the mirror away from the light.
And what happens when you turn a mirror away from the light? It goes dark. It wasn't that God stopped shining. It was that the mirror turned toward the shadows. And in the dark, a mirror is just a piece of opaque glass. This is the condition of the human race. We've traded the joy of reflecting the sun for the exhausting work of trying to be a flashlight with a dying battery.
No wonder we're always tired. Maybe that's you right now. Dim, flickering, drained. Maybe you're running on fumes and wondering how much longer you can keep the lights on. But here's the most important thing you need to hear today. This is the hope that anchors us. The shattering didn't destroy the mirror.
It damaged it. It dirtied it. It misaligned it. But it didn't stop being a mirror.
The disaster in the garden damaged the mirror, but it didn't destroy the design. Listen what the psalmist says in Psalm 8:4 and 5. What is man that you think of him? For you have made him a little lower than God and crowned him with glory and honor. Did you catch that? A little lower than God. Now, a lot of English translations don't say God.
They say the angels. Even though the Hebrew word used there is Elohim, which is the word for God. Even in our fallen state, God looks at humanity and sees a dignity that is breathtaking. He sees a creature designed to wear a crown. We aren't trash. We are diamond dust. We're royalty in exile.
Now, I want to be clear here. I'm not minimizing sin. Apart from Christ, we are absolutely helpless to save ourselves. We are broken. But helpless isn't the same as worthless. A drowning man may not be able to save himself, but that doesn't mean he's not worth saving. Sin affected every part of us for sure, but it did not erase the image of God.
A mirror covered in mud is still a mirror. A diamond dropped in the dirt is still a diamond. Its value hasn't changed. Its ability to reflect has just been compromised. So, what do we do with the cracks? What do we do with the shame? We have to change how we view confession.
For many of us, confession is about graveling. It's about beating ourselves up to prove to God how sorry we are. It's like we're trying to pay for our sin with the currency of our own self-loathing. But if you're a shattered mirror, confession isn't about self-hatred. It's about alignment. It's simply saying, "God, I did it again. I tried to be the son.
I tried to generate my own life. I turned away from you and ended up in the dark. I acknowledge the cracks. I acknowledge the grime. I can't clean this myself.
It's bringing the shards to the only artist who knows how to put them back together. God gave us a hint of this restoration with Moses. When Moses went up to Mount Si and spent time looking at God, he came down glowing, his face literally shone. That was a prophetic picture. God was showing us, see, it still works. When a human being turns fully toward me, they still shine. But that glory faded.
Moses was just a preview. The world was waiting for something permanent. And that is where we're going in this series. But for today, we need to deal with the hiding. Shame will tell you to hide. The gospel tells you to step into the light. I want to give you a practice for this week, a way to stop hiding.
Every night this week, before you go to bed, I want you to take just a few seconds. It takes less than a minute. I want you to hold your hands out in front of you, cup like you were holding broken pieces. And I want you to pray this simple prayer of alignment.
God, this is where I tried to be the sun today. I turned away from you here and here. I can't fix this. I bring you my shards. Align me again. That's it. Just a few seconds, hands out.
Don't promise to do better. Don't beat yourself up. Don't negotiate. And don't bargain. Just bring the pieces to the light. Watch what happens to your shame when you stop hiding it and start handing it over. You might not feel anything the first night.
That's okay. Shame has been running the show for a long time. But just keep doing it. By the end of the week, something will shift. I promise you. Remember the shame I described at the beginning? That voice that says you aren't enough?
That shame is a liar. It tells you you're too broken to be loved. But the truth is, you're a shattered mirror and the artist who made you is ready to begin the restoration. You just have to step out from behind the leaves. Let this be our prayer. Aba Father, we confess that we have tried to be our own gods. We've tried to be the source of light and we've only found darkness.
We acknowledge the cracks in our lives. Thank you that you didn't destroy us when we shattered. Thank you that you still see your image in us underneath it all. We turn our faces back to you today. We step out of hiding, take our broken pieces, and begin the work of restoration. We want to reflect you again in Jesus name. Amen.
I wanted to take a moment to tell you about my book, The Broken Mirror: Rediscovering Our True Nature in Christ. Readers call it a fantastic book where you will feel yourself discovering your identity in Christ. One reviewer praised it as five-star material for the spiritual mystic or group Bible study. It's time to escape legalism and shame. Discover you're already God's beloved child with divine nature flowing through you with what reviewers describe as excellent writing style and elegant pros like a campfire discussion with a knowledgeable and gifted wonour journey from Genesis to Revelation uncovering your true identity. This book shows how to access God's peace, wisdom, and strength from within. Your struggles become opportunities for divine light to shine through.
Available in hard coverver, paperback, Kindle, and audiobook. The link to the book is in the video description. May God bless your journey along his path for you.
